By d (goddess@gibbed.com)
Date: 4 June 1998

plead

the clock ticks on the wall
damn
you've only just left

i wonder when i will stop feeling this 
helplessness
when you're not here 

i leave tomorrow for 3 days 
i will fall asleep at 9:30pm tonight
when will you return? 
i dont know, you said.. 
whenever we're done, you said.. 

and how could i plead in front of your friends? 

my request wouldn't have made sense anyways
not to those single guys
those guys who only think of me
as that girl who stole you from them 

i just wanted you to stay 
you only just came back 
and now you're leaving again 

damn
you're always either coming or going

when will i have the strength to plead?