By kevin urenda
Date: 29 May 1999

to sleep, perchance to dream

Maybe I would be better off
putting my unhappiness to bed
where it might cry itself to sleep.
If I dreamed of the completion 
of our love, at least I would 
feel some moments of
knowing I am totally loved,
desired, wanted, adored...
But right now my unhappiness is
fighting sleep
trying hard to 
figure out why it too is unhappy
I think maybe it has only 
just discovered itself
and it is too much 
to know...

5/16/99