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By angieubaldo Date: 2001 Jun 18 Comment on this Work [[2001.06.18.19.51.15989]] |
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sometimes i get the feeling, that the whole world is laughing at me. that i am forever telling a joke, nobody gets. that i am writing words, nobody can read. that i am speaking in toungues, and no one comprehends. that i will never be understood, and i will live my life alone. with no one to talk to. nobody will ever understand my foolish ways. nobody will ever understand, not even you. though i will keep talking, keep writing, keep screaming inside, till i am breathless. i will keep telling my jokes, laughing at myself on the outside, but wishing i could be somebody else on the inside. someone you understood, someone you connected with. could it be you never knew me? you just pretended to love who i was, meanwhile wishing i was somebody else. why do you stay? why do i stay? you will never understand. or maybe, i will never understand myself. |