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By pix Submitted by pixiedevil24 Date: 2001 Jul 03 Comment on this Work [[2001.07.03.14.09.31980]] |
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i did this to myself i tried to become a girl you want but i lost myself instead. i wanted to shock you wanted you to respect me but now inside i'm dead. i do these things all for you but it has killed who i am i'm empty and dark and i don't give a damn. my friends can see the change in me they're all worried about what they see. and i know i'll get worse because you're like a drug and i can't get enough of you i'm addicted to you and i'm out of controll and now i've lost what to do. i can never beat her the one that you love that you always fight for i don't understand why you always choose her it makes me want you more. i know i'm lost but i can't give up i need you so much and i won't stop running into the black till i have you to touch. i'm breaking down my soul is escaping i'm just a shell i need you with me because when you're not with me i feel like i'min hell. |