By Zero #1 Date: 2001 Jul 14 Comment on this Work [[2001.07.14.11.08.32404]] |
I wonder what they all expect me to do now Me being half of what I was I feel ripped apart inside, no burned apart by some unstoppable flame I feel as if my entire life was sliced in two me remembering half,,, the other half dying somewhere, I just don't know All I know is, that I hurt,,I ache, My chest feels like someone has put me on jupiter, to let the pressure crush me slowly,, but it won't stop no kind words from other people no phone calls from my friends I can't even look at my own reflection... all it does is remind me of what I've lost Losing a battle. I feel like I've done that. Like I was the only survivor to a great war kept prisoner in a dungeon... I feel like that Our memories our thoughts that we shared everything is just...gone In one instant it all vanished like smoke, ya, smoke Till all I could do was choke on the very thing that meant the most to me. |