I don't know where to start.
My emotions are running amuck.
Butterflies in my stomach...

I had a friend once,
Who I still think about everyday,
Wondering where he is?
     What he's doing?
          Is he thinking of me?
No word.
No phone calls.
Nothing.
Is this a friend?

My heart was broken...
Or more like shattered,
And everyday I tried to forget him,
     To move on,
          To let go of that hurting,,
But there was always a hole...
     Still is,
Waiting to be filled again,

Then just when I felt like I was moving on,
I would dream about him,
Like I wasn't meant to forget him,

But if he said he was such a good friend,
Why did he avoid me?...?
Drop out of my life?
     I have so many questions,
And maybe there are no answers;

I am a different person now,
But I'm still me,
     I've learned a lot...
     Grown a lot...
And I still miss my friend.

So many memories 
In such a short time.
Is is possible to start over?
To have a new beginning?

WE could give it a try.