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By Me aka Niki Date: 2001 Aug 03 Comment on this Work [[2001.08.03.02.51.14725]] |
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Every guy in this universe isn't him And if it isn't him then it will never be good enough I will never be satisfed with what I have Always craving more and better Never to be content and having peace, always the irry cold lonely feeling that something is missing All the candy kisses aren't as good as his All the sensual touches in dark rooms, aren't from his hands All the sweet wispers in my ear will sound like bitter sweet lies because the voice I hear isn't the same as his I look up into their eyes and I see him looking at me His memory is always in the back of my mind causing me not to enjoy my time with others Scared that i will be hurt again I push them away before they come to close Comparing every boy to him and that is a battle that no one will win The pain is a part of me and for some strange reason sometimes it feels safe I push the nice guyz away because they bore me, because they are too nice and because they just aren't him But then again I want a perfect guy, someone to fall in love, with my other half At this rate i'll never find him... |