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By Me aka Niki Date: 2001 Sep 10 Comment on this Work [[2001.09.10.20.57.7210]] |
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I wonder if he knows how he hurt me Everytime he said g--dbye, everytime he decided to be unfaithful, everytime he would neglect me When he would say G--dbye his words would slap me in the face and left me confused and rubbing my stinging cheek It felt like a knife being pushed thru my heart But I didn't need his knife..i've got my own burried deep I would feel the blade cut thru my flesh, it tore my skin Only to penetrate my heart...Slowly twisting and turning My lungs collapsing..gasping for air But he was my oxygen..and he cut my airsuply Finally he threw my heart to the ground looked at it in disgust spitting on it while walking over it to get to the door..I can still hear the echos of the door slamming shut And the pain that hurt the must was the mere thought of having to go thru this life without, knowing I had lost him The pain was deep within, in my gut..making me sick Tears streaming down my face, shaking uncontrollable, sobbing hysterical, gasping for air while picking up the shatterd pieces of my heart & ripped pieces of my soul while on the borderline of insanity... that's how he left me behind..I wonder if he knows.. |