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By Titus Date: 2001 Oct 16 Comment on this Work [[2001.10.16.07.58.32379]] |
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Fuck him Get it over with You need a place to stay tonight You don't really smoke but you ask for a cigarette Ask of another Realize you're chain-smoking So you'll have something to do Anything to keep from talking to this guy Wonder why car lighters never work Look for matches Realize other people smoke To keep their hands from shaking But yours are twitching hard Focus hard on the radio Listen to that song "........" And smirk because it's so stupid Realize your eyes are tearing Because it's so beautiful God, your nerves are shot Remember how a friend said he hated blowjobs Because they made people subservient You said he was crazy because you're never More powerful then when you have A man's jewels in your mouth Wonder why they call them blowjobs Blowing has nothing to do with it Look at him and wish you weren't here Realize this was a mistake and swallow hard Touch his arm to comfort yourself See the track marks for the first time Wish you hadn't fucked him Wish you'd left the party when you said you would Sex in cars always makes you fell tired. Drop the cigarette and realize You smoked it down to the filter Watch it hit the asphalt And see it roll away Keep watching Until the orange glow fades Settle in against the vinyl For a long night |