By Jason Tardiff
Submitted by Konkhra
Date: 2001 Nov 13
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Mental war

im feelin the darkness,
that people have placed on me,
heartless shadows,
now laugh at me,
on your lips i taste the posion,
and it cut my soul away,
in my heart is the bitter man,
and now I even push you away,

im still looking for the land of salvation,
and ive done every drug that you can find,
Im a scared man lookin for my real life,
but behind a bottle of pain and fear i hide,
my sanity was denied,
my soul confined,
you try to make me and redesign,
but in the past i still fuckin hide,

There is a price to this mental war,
and its left me poor,
im insane so u need to stay away,
but when im in pain please dont stray,

And in side I now feel nothing,
And to you im still nothing,
You told me you loved me,
You said us being together was destiny,
But now this pain it will descend,
And now that true love well fuckin end,

to you i told all my fears,
but now for u i cry these's tears,
True pain i now feel within,
Now this cycle of misery begins again,