By Me aka Niki
Date: 2001 Nov 27
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You did it

Damn it, You did it
I can't believe it
After my first and only heartbreak a year ago I thought nobody would give me butterflies like he did
I thought I would never care, again
But then you came along
I made a commitment with you, my first ever,
And you were the first in a year that I opened up my heart and soul to and I didn't stop myself from caring
And things were going so good..I thought it was going to last for a long time ..I even counted the months until our 6 month anniversary date...May 11..On my friends B-day
But then in a second everything changes
You cheated on me and I'm left behind crying my tears
I almost forgot what it felt like
What hurt the most was the fact that I put all of my trust in you and that I thought you were the one
But you back stabbed me in every way possible
How could you look into my eyes and lie like that
Indirectly you were the one that kicked me out
And now I'm left standing in the cold rain, scared to love once again, maybe for yet another year