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By Du'Doll Date: 2001 Dec 30 Comment on this Work [[2001.12.30.23.18.22310]] |
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I know you don't understand how I feel I don't expect you to If I tried to explain it to you You wouldn't get it I would sound like a broken record To you I would be crying Although, honestly Inside I might be dying Truth is, it still hurts I gave you my whole heart You tore it in two Then you tried to stich the pieces together Ok so mabye you are an amazing seamstress But it won't ever be like new I was wounded My heart was broken And I am still learning how to forget I tell you that I am fine That I am over it You and I both know that I am lying I do forgive you I do love you I do trust you But what am I supposed to do How am I supposed to react When little things happen A phone call A picture A memory that reminds me of pain Of course I am going to be upset I am a woman And I love you so much I trying to heal But when things happen Stich by stich I feel like I am, once again Falling apart I know I lie I try to hide things from you Reason being, I don't want to whine I don't want you to think me dumb Think me to be stupid or weak I want to be strong for you But it hurts you And I am sorry I don't ever mean to hurt you But I know I do You lie to me to You hide things that you think will hurt me You keep things from me Trying not to upset me But if you knew It hurts me worse Because I usually know And the lie, well, it tears me apart I can't expect you to change You are who you are And I love you for you You can't expect me to change I am who I am And you love me for that But you are right These little lies need to stop The nit-picking and meaness They to need to stop We both are in the wrong We both, in turn, hurt one another We love eachother I care for you You care for me I am not going to let these things tear us apart We are both stronger than that I shouldn't snoop around Then again I shouldn't have to I shouldn't run and hide Then again why do I feel like I have to I love you more then life itself I would die for you I live for you Please forgive me Please love me Please hold me I need you You need me We are a team These fights are pointless and painful I am asking you to help me Help me move on Help me trust you I can't do anything alone I want to be a better friend I want to be a better wife I want to be but... will you help me? |