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By Me aka Niki Date: 2002 Feb 12 Comment on this Work [[2002.02.12.16.53.2574]] |
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5:30 A.M. New Year An empty room were a few hours ago 2000 people stood was now almost empty On the stage, our first kiss The 2nd he sended me an email with his phone number I called, we spoke more then 5 hours Everything went uphill from then I remember the first time he came by, with ice cream And the night we stood on a hill with a breathtaking view Over the weeks he said he cared He promised me he would try He told me I was different, special He confessed that I had changed him He was a player but he said that I was special and that he actually cared,..He was trying for me Then after a month he said he didn't know what he felt A bad feeling came creeping through Deep inside I knew it was over He says that his feelings flew away, that he can't totally commit or change and that he isn't good enough for me I guess I couldn't change him enough,...and I'm stuck with this missing and longing I know he cared I know he didn't hurt me intentionally but Once a player always a player |