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By Me aka Niki Date: 2002 Mar 03 Comment on this Work [[2002.03.03.17.30.23375]] |
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Thursday was our last conversation, maybe forever Conclusion: He doesn't think I'm special anymore, I guess I lost that place in his heart It hurts, I have the tears to prove it But hey, life goes on So I finally realized he's not coming back, made the decision to stop caring RIGHT NOW I tore up the last letter I wrote to him Blocking him from my memory Opening my heart, pushing him out, closing my heart, as easy as that Started with the reconstruction of the wall around my heart Forgetting him name and face, his kiss and warm embrace Stopping the tears before they sneak up on me, closing my mouth before his name slips out Ignoring to see him with her Pretending I don't care Playing the disappearing act like he's never seen before I'll prove to him, myself and everyone who doesn't believe that if I want to, I can be strong,I can stop caring,I can accept his absence,I can turn my back and walk away I'll prove it, because I'm forcing myself to want it all |