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By Me aka Niki Date: 2002 Apr 27 Comment on this Work [[2002.04.27.23.56.25767]] |
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Remembering all those promises you wisperd into my heart And I sit here with them stacked up like tax bills I still smile when I remember all the good times Then try not to cry when reality hits me and I can't seem to understand that after everything said and done you don't even want me near you But today I saw a familair look in your eyes(You actually looked at me) And it's scary because I remember all over again Life goes on, but I know that pictures of your face ( and memories of midnight talks, prints of hands and smiles ) is all the evidence I have of you, us, the promises Don't make promises you can't keep And I do believe you tried, but in the end Even though I'm special and different from all the others ( your words) I couldn't change you, once a fuckup, always a fuckup So I live my life one day at a time, with all these taxbills next to me, once in a while take a look and smile when I remember and try not to cry when reality hits me |