By Misti Date: 2002 Apr 30 Comment on this Work [[2002.04.30.03.23.23249]] |
leaving my brother's apartment Sunday night I saw the city splayed out the lights were just coming on and the sky was on fire orange and rose and crimson so beautiful it almost made me forget the sadness I felt looking around my brother's kitchen empty cupboard and fridge and a few scruffy utensils in the silverware drawer but that is a sadness I carry around conscious of it or not it is always there so I create personal ads for my brother online and almost form the words of a prayer thinking of Holden Caulfield and how desperately hard it is these days for all the bumbling white knights without a horse. |