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By Jon Date: 2002 May 16 Comment on this Work [[2002.05.16.19.57.9936]] |
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Heartbreak, oh, it's like the very first time every time. My sadness goes beyond words, beyond explanation and beyond poetry, it is something that only my heart can explain with every beat that I swore was for you. My eyes swell full of tears not for how it ended, but rather, for how our love never began. I do not want to say that I love you, but, I do, I love you like how a child loves the summer. A season full of happiness, hope, innocense, freedom, and most importantly, warmth. I never asked for my friendship to grow into admiration then into infatuation and then into confusion and then blossom into love. If I could so wish so, I would wish for it to go back to the way it was. Before love. Before the kiss. Before him. If wishes came true I would wish so, but, unfortuntley I have yet to find that monkeys hand or magical lamp that would grant me such a wish, so, the only action left for me is to miss you. and oh god i will miss you. and I will forever tremble at the thought of you in his arms lost in his eyes and not my own. Throughout it all I know that when you look back upon the time you and I shared together with him, I'll be used as an explantion to explain the small period of time in your life before you met your Mr. Right. |