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By Jon Date: 2002 Jun 02 Comment on this Work [[2002.06.02.18.48.27061]] |
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i can go from bitch to super bitch in less than 60 seconds and the plaster on my smile is begining to wear off and im slipping into one of my moods if this is what it means to be a Gemini i'd rather be an Aquarius i havent been real for years im only me around you like i told you once before i just like me better around you but now you're gone and all im left with is me and im finding out i never liked me to begin with i liked who i was around you i liked how honest my laughter was when you told a joke i liked how honest my intentions were when i did something nice for you i liked how i actually cared about anything and everything that effected your mood and i liked how my heart finally started to beat not for one, but for two i've been lying to myself my whole life but im not lying when i say i still miss you and i still love you and i still i look at my name and its only made up of three letters but it still feels like im spelling it all wrong |