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By Bridget O Date: 2002 Jun 16 Comment on this Work [[2002.06.16.11.44.16458]] |
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The biggest mistake i ever made was not telling you that i liked you when i did the first time. It would have been easier, so much easier w/o the lies in between. Now I love you even thought you lied to me You lied countless times And I still love you now. And I imagine you still like me even a little?? The second biggest mistake was my boyfriend in between. And I love you now, shouldn't that be all that matters? But you don't love me now, and you don't lie to me now. And all I can do is sit and think about WHAT IF? And I know what ifs are pointless And so is loving you. Then why am i waiting for you to get on now so we can talk? B/c if you get on right now, I just might tell you exactly how I feel. Exactly w/ no lies B/c i wouldn't lie to you even though you've lied to me. And I love you And I want to be with you And I don't know why, But I do. The biggest mistake I've ever made was not telling you that I loved you B/c I wasn't sure if you loved me back, and now about a year later I found out that you did, And a tear fell into the keyboard b/c of what might have happened between us, But probably won't now. The biggest mistake I've ever made. I love you James and you'll never know. Wish I could say that in person. the biggest mistake. |