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By Crystal Date: 2002 Jun 16 Comment on this Work [[2002.06.16.15.33.20946]] |
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I asked you if you thought we were still in love, while lying in your arms this morning, I waited for you to say that you still were with me, and when you paused... I added that I didn't think so. But that is just it... I am so deeply in love with you, that your pause hurt, and I had to say something... so I responded that I didn't think so, only to let you off the hook for not answering quickly, and to try to maybe talk myself into believing, what I had said was true. Yet, it wasn't, and it isn't, I love you just as much as I did before we broke up. Why did I say that to make things easier for you? What if I had not cut in... would you have spoken the words I longed to hear? You are the only one I ever wanted to share my life with... Could my words have hurt you? I am sorry! You know my true feelings! You should by now! I have never once fallen out of love with you, not even for one second, and as sad as it may seem to you, I know I never will. |