By Jon Date: 2002 Jun 17 Comment on this Work [[2002.06.17.01.40.31689]] |
It's late and I'm up again I blame the summer heat For my case of insomnia but deep down I know it's just me I'm afraid of falling asleep And dreaming of you My dreams are so cruel In my dreams I have you In my dreams you are mine But I wake up too reality Every morning and realize that you never called me and asked for a second chance you never wrote me that email detailing the love you still have for me and your willingness for a second run every morning I wake up to the realization that goodbye is final and I'll never smell you again sometimes i want to call you just to hear your voice and hang up but then i realize just how patheic that really is sometimes i go out with my friends and i hope that maybe we'll be lucky enough to just happen to run into you and your friends and i would have the chance to see you again even if it was followed by ackwardness i know i've said this before and i know i've written about fifty poems about it but i miss you and im running out of ways to say it |