By BeckyAnn1110 Date: 2002 Jul 29 Comment on this Work [[2002.07.29.11.56.10135]] |
If only I could get around this somehow Finish it with no feeling As I know I can't-- I wage an internal war on myself Needing you, loving you Conflicting with the new truth That we aren't what we were We lost it-- somewhere along the way How could we not notice the absence? If we aren't right anymore, The why does it hurt so fucking much-- The idea of me without you? Because once we move past "us" We lose it all I lose my best friend The eros may be gone But I still need you You've shaped who I am How can I just let go of all the "us" that we have? How can YOU? You say it would hurt too much I only see it hurting more written 11.24.01 |