By BeckyAnn1110
Date: 2002 Jul 29
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If only I could get around this somehow
Finish it with no feeling
As I know I can't--
I wage an internal war on myself
Needing you, loving you
Conflicting with the new truth
That we aren't what we were
We lost it--
somewhere along the way
How could we not notice the absence?
If we aren't right anymore,
The why does it hurt so fucking much--
The idea of me without you?
Because once we move past "us"
We lose it all
I lose my best friend
The eros may be gone
But I still need you
You've shaped who I am
How can I just let go of all the "us" that we have?
How can YOU?
You say it would hurt too much
I only see it hurting more

written 11.24.01