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By spaded Date: 2002 Aug 15 Comment on this Work [[2002.08.15.22.15.14796]] |
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There is love spoken in what I've done because of you, sorry if that is not enough for you what is it you would have me say to you that could speak louder than my vows to myself that there will be no one else because lately i realize I can't count on my eyes to satisfy any thing but my cries for carnal satisfaction based on physical attraction well i've had all that before now i want something more why did you have to do that for treating me with such respect well exactly what did you expect that you would find inside my mind being so kind did you know all along that most people have it wrong there is so much inside of me and all that I will ever be is because you set me free of peoples false perceptions and my willing self deceptions in fact I sometimes want to die and I really want to cry when I see the lie with which I had to start this note from my heart because I know you can not stay but thank you for the things you say and for the outstanding way you have been to me since I've let you see all that I had thought I would not be caught revealing of my self to anyone else now though I know I really can find a man to understand that love sets you free and it doesn't have to be just about the body |