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By Bridget O Date: 2002 Aug 31 Comment on this Work [[2002.08.31.15.41.25784]] |
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i feel something, i know i do because i can feel it. At least i feel something at least i'm not numb anymore, i can feel sad and i can feel angry and i can feel happiness every once in a great while now a days so i know i'm feeling something. what if i was feeling things all along but was too numb to actually tell? i don't like this thing i'm feeling because it's not distinct enough to pin point it. but it's there. it is. maybe my feeling is a mixture of feelings maybe my feeling is something no one's felt before. maybe it's just depressed. maybe it's a depressed form of lovesickness and loneliness and numbness. maybe not. maybe i feel like every other person on the earth. if i do there's something wrong with this earth. but i think it's more of something wrong with me personally. I'm just sick of this feeling this lonely sad alone love feeling i'm feeling. |