By Corinna Date: 2002 Oct 03 Comment on this Work [[2002.10.03.19.03.5114]] |
I met you out of nowhere. Not looking for a companion at the time. You came into my view but I wasn't looking for you. But you swept me off my feet. You were so easy for me to talk to. You took me on a great date...and a couple more after that. For days you acted interested. Now it seems that you are just like all the rest. I thought you might be different...at the time you seemed you were...but now that I look back...well you...you seem to compare quite well. I'm holding it against myself, which I shouldn't, but I am... I know I didn't do anything wrong...but I can't help but feel like I did. I wish you would tell me what it is that I might have done, or said. You told me you were looking for anything serious...and I respect that, because I wasn't either. I just enjoyed the time we were spending. You told me you would be honest and you wouldn't hurt me, but you lied...typical. I should have known better...but I didn't. I guess I was just hoping that you REALLY were different. Now I just have to sit here and wonder...what is wrong with me? Once again I screwed up...I wish that you would at least be a man and say I don't want to talk to you anymore or that things were going too fast for you...but all in all I wish you would just call.I knew you were too good to be true. 10-02-02 |