By Jon Date: 2002 Oct 30 Comment on this Work [[2002.10.30.13.50.24343]] |
sometimes i look back upon the pieces i have written. I either read with a feeling of contempt or happiness. Overall it's safe to say I pretty much hate everything I have ever written. I feel like such a child or an ignorant fool who couldn't see it coming. My words were as clear as daylight, I was setting myself up for heartbreak but yet I continued to love someone who would never return those feelings. Not because they couldn't but because they wouldn't. Even as I write this I know I'll look back upon it with hate or embarassment. I hate the words I've used, but the feelings are what make them. And I will never forget. |