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By Crystal Date: 2003 Jan 03 Comment on this Work [[2003.01.03.21.42.17771]] |
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I had been dreading the clock striking 12 for days, Scared that I would be thinking of you, of where you were and who you were with, afraid my new year's eve would be a bust, filled with memories and tears. Before I knew it... friends were literally dragging me onto the dance floor, and then as soon as we stepped onto it, I heard 10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1... "Happy New Years!" and all of sudden I realized someone had just swept me in their arms and had their tongue down my throat. At that point, I didn't know who it was, I didn't even care, it had been months since I had kissed anyone. The night eventually became a blur, but I know I had fun, and I didn't think of you once! Until that next morning... the entire way home, and I found myself, thinking of you, and telling myself, that this year... It would be so different, and different doesn't have to be a bad thing. I made a resolution to forget how much I Love you, and at this very moment, I am already breaking it, and the only thing left for me to do, is move on, with or without crying. I am strong enough!! |