By spaded
Date: 2003 Apr 02
Comment on this Work
[[2003.04.02.21.51.23054]]

ummmmm

so what if that is the way you choose to see things
I can't waste my time on the what might of beens
the could its the would its the maybes
all such a waste of time and you think it is worth it
whatever do you want me to cry and clap and pretend I care when the truth is i am much happier without you here
or wherever it is you think you belong i just don't agree
I am contemplative upset sad and just unhappy when I am with you and I am contemplative upset sad and just unhappy witout you so I will sit by myself and cry or laugh or whatever the hell it is I wanna do and not worry about you cause at least when you are not here i dont want to cry about the possibilities or lack thereof.