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By Mysteriousone07 Date: 2003 Jun 02 Comment on this Work [[2003.06.02.21.11.6455]] |
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Screaming, yelling What do I do? I can't take it any longer I can't hear another word Another sound Will push me towards The one thing I hate the most Death I'm push to the very edge Where do I turn? Who do I turn for help? Where do I go? Where do I go for help? Under appreciated That's all I hear That's all I feel How can I take these feeling out of me My heart is wounded I can't take much longer I can't last anymore That I think I could I can't hold it in I just can't anymore It's so much pain I feel and I take I don't know what to do with them I keep it in Just so they won't be hurt or feel pity of me What do I do to ignore them behind me Should I follow my instinct blindly Go the easy way out Just so not to hear What they have to say About me Just to take them out of their misery Just to make them more happy How do I tell them What I feel deep within me Scared they'll think of me differently Look at me funny Wish there was a way Maybe even just a day For me to release What I have kept inside of me Where do I start? How do I begin? Should I just hand them my letter To avoid interaction To not see what their reaction towards what I feel I want to run away Run away out of here Out of this place Where I could end it all in an instant Not think of what I do And just cut through my skin and let all my blood out out of me Lay there as I watch Myself bleed Bleed until my color turns to blue There where I reach My own death Death I did not want to encounter this early of my life Death I could never see coming Tears fall down my eyes Does anyone hear me? Does anyone notice? Does anyone try to stop each drop from falling? Tears of blood Where I reach my death The edge that I fell from No one has saved me From the death I have fallen from Though I Kneel and ask for God "Help me," "Save me," Before I end my life Gone on this earth For all eternity Love ones cry for me Cry out of regret Out of misery But all was too late That could never bring me back My soul has left my body To go to heaven maybe STOP! I can't think like this But I can't stop FEELING like this What do I do now? Who do I turn to? All I can turn to now is ME But I can't rely on myself For I know what I can do For I know I can't stop myself once it is placed upon my hand Never turning back That's how I end it all This is WHEN I end everything |