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By ladyinwaiting Date: 2003 Sep 29 Comment on this Work [[2003.09.29.20.13.4636]] |
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have you ever... curled in the corner in fetal position with a knot balled in your stomach that eats at your soul as your head spins from the wine you've consumed straight from the bottle while you lick your wound that is gaping where your heart once beat when you look in the mirror you are unrecognizable with your eyes swollen and face chafed from the tears you've shed you await the sun rise only to pull the cover over your head in order to escape back to the darkness you are so familiar with you feel the damage of rejection and the pain that is so intense you know your living in hell unless you have ever experienced this dungeon you can never fully understand the fear that comes with giving all of yourself to another and the risk that is involved nor can you understand that giving all of yourself to another means you risk losing all of you but, if you fail to give all then you have more to lose so, all i can do for this day is offer you a slice of me given in a little piece, wishing you to place it in safe keeping until i entrust you are not a starving dog wishing to devour me then and only then shall i slice another piece of me to offer you, so you can place them together until you have all of me then i shall know and trust the love you offer and return it ten fold... |