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By Corinna Date: 2004 Jan 06 Comment on this Work [[2004.01.06.14.44.23933]] |
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The whole time we were together I tried my hardest to play it cool. I didn't want to mess up yet another potentially good relationship. Although I may have called maybe a little too much, and requested a tad too much of your time, when we were alone together I tried to back off. But when I wasn't around you all I could think about was you. The slightest thought would bring a smile to my face. I would think about something funny that you said or did and I would start laughing to myself. My family must have thought I was crazy. But in all actuality it was you who did. Every time things we go great they'd be followed by a week of doubt. Doubt that you would be around much longer, doubt that you cared for me. I still have that doubt, about you ever caring. I know you told me from the beginning that you weren't looking for a serious relationship. And trust me; I kept that in the back of my head for the whole four months. But you would do things and say things that would totally contradict that statement. So, when I would play off those actions and words you didn't like it. Well, all I did was follow your lead and what did you do? You threw a branch in my path and let me fall over it. And you never checked to see if I was okay. And there I lay, scratched knees, bloody palms, looking up to see you walking away without looking back. 01.06.04 |