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By corinna Date: 2004 Feb 20 Comment on this Work [[2004.02.20.22.36.16947]] |
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I'm sorry that I caused so much damage There's no way now for me to redeem I only wanted to be near you I only wanted you to be near me Who are you with right now? I tried to catch you before you found her. But when I had the chance to be near you I made you mad,. made u wish u were around her What am I to do now? Everything I ever wanted is gone. There's nobody to blame but myself For everything that went wrong I should be with someone older But that's not what I want to do At least not right now My only source of happiness is you I want to be in your arms again Your bed again By your side again But I pushed that away I tried harder than I should have I shouldn't have tried at all I'm giving it time now I'm leaving you alone At least I'm trying my hardest Not to call you on the phone I think about you everyday I dream about you at night I think of what I should say If the moment is right What am I to do now? Everything I ever wanted is gone. There's nobody to blame but myself For everything that went wrong I should be with someone older But that's not what I want to do At least not right now My only source of happiness is you I want to be in your arms again Your bed again By your side again But I pushed that away I tried harder than I should have I shouldn't have tried at all I pray u don't forget me I pray you'll change your mind But you said I wasn't the one for you It's a lot to take in at one time I know I'll never be yours I've finally realized that you just didn't want ME I'm not what you're looking for You want anyone else that isn't me What am I to do now? Everything I ever wanted is gone. There's nobody to blame but myself For everything that went wrong I should be with someone older But that's not what I want to do At least not right now My only source of happiness is you I want to be in your arms again Your bed again By your side again But I pushed that away I tried harder than I should have I shouldn't have tried at all Well, I'm facing the truth now I've heard all that I can hear Not just from you, but from all I know I'm not someone that somebody wants near At least not for more than a night Maybe just a quick fling I guess you were right I'm not worth more than just a thing What am I to do now? Everything I ever wanted is gone. There's nobody to blame but myself For everything that went wrong I should be with someone older But that's not what I want to do At least not right now My only source of happiness is you I want to be in your arms again Your bed again By your side again But I pushed that away I tried harder than I should have I shouldn't have tried at all Well I hope you find what you're looking for I hope you eventually feel what you need I know inside that you could have felt it You could have found that with me. But I will never convince you You will never know the truth If there were anytime I could change It would've been with you I was never in love But I loved all our times I hope you keep me in your heart You'll always stay in mine. 2/20/04 |