By spaded Date: 2004 Mar 23 Comment on this Work [[2004.03.23.16.25.20767]] |
Where were you when my world shattered like pieces of a mirror jagged and sharp glass waiting to cut draw blood reflect a thousand images of nothing; because i was empty and not even really there Faces and places haunt me of times i don't remember shut out hiding in the darkness of what i was shadows of doubt waiting to obliterate me given a chance to cut out the lights of the life i live now I feel fake and false where ive settled surrounded by new faces in new places memories in the making that i can hold onto when the dark has won and night is eternal New friends to turn away doesn't matter who decides the truth is hard to handle ugly twisted depths best left unexplored the untruths behind the smile i wear like a shield of protection I will not let them in to squeeze the life out of my black heart beating still just for spite I laugh at the psuedo life we had nothing and everything fell apart when we were done spaded aka Holly |