By spaded
Date: 2004 Mar 23
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[[2004.03.23.16.25.20767]]

My Black Heart




Where were you when my world shattered
like pieces of a mirror jagged and sharp
glass waiting to cut draw blood reflect a thousand
images of nothing; because i was empty and not even really there

Faces and places haunt me of times i don't remember
shut out hiding in the darkness of what i was
shadows of doubt waiting to obliterate me given a
chance to cut out the lights of the life i live now

I feel fake and false where ive settled
surrounded by new faces in new places
memories in the making that i can hold onto
when the dark has won and night is eternal

New friends to turn away doesn't matter who decides
the truth is hard to handle ugly twisted
depths best left unexplored the untruths
behind the smile i wear like a shield of protection

I will not let them in to squeeze
the life out of my black heart beating still
just for spite I laugh at the psuedo life we had
nothing and everything fell apart when we were done

spaded aka Holly