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By mandyrinorange Date: 2004 Apr 25 Comment on this Work [[2004.04.25.22.07.7790]] |
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so i drank a bit and by a bit i mean a lot and by a lot i mean too much and i havent see you in weeks but tonight you look at me like i am a prize and i let you claim me and you kiss me and you grab me and for a minute i forget that i feel too fat to be loved as you gently tug my hair and say im beautiful but then the buzz wears off and i am left with a hickey and a hard heart because i always come home with less of myself than i had the night before when the hell will i realize that what i want is right in front of me that i dont need this drunken fool who always wants to take and never wants to give someday ill open up and tell you that i think you're amazing and that i run to other arms because i fear yours wont open to me and sometimes a girl just needs to feel loved even if its fake even if its fleeting even if it isn't really love at all one day it will be you and it will be |