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By spaded Date: 2004 Jun 24 Comment on this Work [[2004.06.24.20.17.20664]] |
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If I said i was so happy that i cried that would be untrue but all the tears i cried today did not belong to you I take these, tears, as a reminder of the years I wasted on pipe dreams, the reality ripped at the seams leaking venomous hate, cloaked as love, i curse the date I said I do, to the likes of you, but words more true, never had i told, and presented it with yellow gold such a weak thing, that little ring i crushed it with my shoe, pretending it was you the bearer of all that is good, you really pulled the hood down over my eyes with your calculated lies you took my right to love freely, without questions completely I will never love as blindly, as i allowed myself to love you never again will i be able to totally trust a person with my heart because of what you did to mine never again can i love so innocently and for that i hate you more than i ever loved you you robbed me of my belief in love as divine and forced me to see an ugly reality and for that i take these tears, as mine from now until eternity scars of yesterday my heal and fade but still they will be there till death i will remember them always, the tears, the scars as my heart burns seared with the fine line between love and hate |