By angieubaldo Date: 2004 Nov 23 Comment on this Work [[2004.11.23.02.32.12075]] |
I went thru and deleted all of your emails tonight. I guess as a symbolic way of providing myself the closure you never gave me. With each little tick I felt a little bit of weight lifted off of me. All these emails saved up.. I don't know why. I guess maybe I just couldn't find the strength to delete them. It was my own pathetic way of holding onto you. Trying to resuscitate life into something that died a long time ago. And I a shut down my computer, I felt a little sad, realizing it was finally over. But oh well, I guess that's life... |