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By ginalans Date: 2005 Aug 21 Comment on this Work [[2005.08.21.09.48.23614]] |
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2:46pm Saturday afternoon He calls to tell me he is leaving work. We are supposed to get together tonight, so my heart quickens as I now know he is going home to shower, shave & shine. He said he would call when he was finished doing what he had to do at home. 8:30pm - Still no call, so I call him - all I get is voicemail, I hang up-whats the point leaving a message. 10:30pm - now I am drunk - He finally rings my phone. Of course I am angry - He wants to know why I am giving him shit....... I just say goodbye and hang up. 11:47pm I get my journal and this is what came out of my head I HATE YOU - I need love, I need to feel what you say you feel for me, but instead I sit here alone, drunk, what the fuck is wrong with me? |