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By ginalans Date: 2005 Aug 31 Comment on this Work [[2005.08.31.21.30.21752]] |
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EMOTIONS Why must they exist? Complete fear & afraid for my life people looking at me as if under a knife. I look for comfort from those I love Those who tell me they love me too All I find is empty promises, not the comfort they assured me they would do. So as I build up the walls of strength as not to let on that I am out of breath The only thing the other side of the line can say is "you will be ok in time" I reply - YES YOUR RIGHT -I'LL BE FINE. The way I see it - there is only one definition of the word FINE. F= Fucked Up I= Insecure N= Neurotic E= Emotional - there is that bad word again So What I'd like to tell those who say they Love me- You all should know by now that when I say I'll be FINE - I'm not...... Emotions = It's sad that I can't find anyone who really is willing to know who I am. I am there for everyone's problems, dreams, upsets, etc... I take the time to find out what makes each person tick But I am at the end - no more... Emotions are too much to handle - I'm going to worry about me - the heck with them & thats how it must be. |