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By corinna Date: 2005 Oct 13 Comment on this Work [[2005.10.13.21.28.1400]] |
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I'm finding that I don't need you So it's good that you went away Things are finally going good for me Everything seems to be falling into place I still don't know where things went wrong But maybe I really don't care anymore I wasted too much energy trying to impress you And now I look back and I wonder what for Because I look at you sometimes and I'm grateful you did me that favor Of course I get sad when I think of our times together But those are just memories to look back on later You pushed me to the edge of hating you You live inside your little box of contradictions And it makes me so sick to my stomach Yet it's hard to fight this addiction. Because I find myself still wanting to call And most times I tend to follow through But it's only feeding into your satisfaction When I start giving in to you. You didn't want me for your girlfriend Yet you held a relationship with me You knew you were leading me on But you couldn't decide what you wanted to be. You figured you'd keep me around Because it was easier than having to commit But once again you got scared of your own feelings And decided it was time to call it quits. Well now you're miserable whenever I see you And I find myself partially pleased Because you seemed so much happier before When you were hanging out with me. Somehow, I don't think this is the end We still haven't said our last goodbye We didn't break the lines of contact I don't think we could if we tried. I don't know why you're so bitter and miserable And of course I don't like to see you hurt Then again, you didn't care how I felt So whatever it is, you're getting what you deserve. But I'm finding I don't need you anymore And it's good that you're gone Everything is falling into place for me now And it's so much easier to move on. 03.28.05 |