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By not*about*you Date: 2007 Feb 12 Comment on this Work [[2007.02.12.17.33.9921]] |
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I can not go there -- not again. Those haunting memories of "there"... there are millions of strangers posing as friends. For now, it is a pause. You, dear heart, listen intently to every word. Remember that everything is not about you, that is the point. Remember that this is an exercise in free speech, an exercise of letting go of haunting taunting memories i alone created by going and participating with the mind games of "there"... yes, there that i should not look because you are not there, or anywhere. Perhaps a glance of you, as a brief shadow, perhaps a moment of your time, but not you in full form and time -- nothing relevant or real. I am not looking for you, dear missed connection, because you are "there" -- where words lie. Although often, it is a delight to consume myself with other peoples lives, although anonymous, to find some meaning to my own historical goodbye. Yes, peace is necessary now in the height of much emotion on every side of life. It is not confusion, it is change... We must always change for a peaceful solution so that everyone may benefit, so that we may all grow wiser, and rather than disect each other, see each other as one whole unit of life. Of hatred and love, I can only hope that the latter will survive, putting the old hatred to sleep and never awake. Trust me love, this is the right way, the real way, the only way, and delight that we shall all, all colors and lights of life, be progressive and pro-active towards one set of mind: free and peaceful minds. Yes, we need patience, love, a lot of patience, perhaps hundreds or more years, but it is worth saving the earth from its own demise. |