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By corinna Date: 2007 Sep 07 Comment on this Work [[2007.09.07.04.22.16099]] |
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I’m going to send you a series of messages maybe 2 or 3. Please don’t call or reply until you’ve received them all and please don’t press delete. Read them carefully and with an open mind. And when it comes time for you to reply, please be kind. I know this seems a little crazy and you’re thinking I’m really weird. But we know that I express myself better on pen & paper and I’m doing it this way since your not here. Message #1 Lately things are out of control when we are face to face. But to be honest there’s emptiness when you’re gone, like there’s a puzzle piece that’s been misplaced. I have trouble sleeping. I toss & turn all through the night. My heart feels like there’s a hole through the center. Without you things sometimes don’t feel right. Message #2 You’re the spark that lights my fire. You’re the insanity that keeps me sane. We are so very opposite, but yet we are entirely too much the same. You’re the salt inside my wound, you’re the Band-Aid to keep it clean. You’re the darkness that blocks my vision, yet you’re the light that helps me see. Message #3 You know how to push all of my buttons and I know all yours too. We argue, we fuss and we fight, but we can’t let that tear us apart. We both have our faults and blame can’t be placed on one alone. But our faults are what define us and make us who we are. Message #4 This is the last message you’ll receive and these may not all make sense. But what I’m trying to say is that I love you from my toes up to the sky. And we may not be able to fix things right away, but we can at least give it a start. And although things aren’t perfect, at the end of EVERY night I am grateful that you’re mine. 7-6-07 |