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| Username: | Lilla | |
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| Member Since: | Tue Feb 18 05:12:12 2003 | |
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| Blender Board: | 70 comments | |
| ... how does it feel to be Real? ... |
| hats off to Kirk! |
| ay mali.... mali uli .... mali na naman ... mali agad. |
| I won't go, And I won't sleep, And I can't breathe ... |
| old friendship, old flames, old love |
| ahhhh life |
| you don't break what you don't like |
| My DeLicioUs ambiguity |
| Hali's replacement 'ei |
| ... not into me |
| found and lost |
| ... and giving it a bad name |
| blame it on the rain ... |
| my post-birthday poem ... too tipsy to post on time :) |
| ... why then ... this...? |
| ... am sorry. |
| i miss you. and but you won't see me again. it's alright. |
| clearly, clearly i remember ... |
| bumping :) |
| i was shut down but ready to re-boot now |
| ... sometimes it's better to Stay Away. |
| April Fool's was my 1st year away ... |
| ...saving the best for last |
| ...lemme tell you now ... |
| misZed |
| i misz you baby, but i have to... |
| ...get married na, huh. |
| ... passing the ultimate marshmallow test in flyin' colors |
| sending you love and my best wishes |
| Is there such a thing as a redemptive kiss capable of reconciling “Almost Lovers”, time, space? |
| each time i see her ... all part of it .. i feel like ... i kinda doin a Very good job. |
| ...takin on Harem's challenge ;) |
| Happy Valentines, baby. |
| "I will always stay in love this way with U, baby." |
| ... green over black camisole |
| breakin' point |
| (untitled) |
| love nonetheless, love always |
| (... that's the reason why am trying to get another crack at it ... am decided ...not to settle with second best.) |
| ...burning all the way home, try to put it to bed but it chases ... |
| the perfect rhyme |
| ... I don't Mean a thing. |
| something waitin' to happen |
| ... somewhere from Jessica Stein i could not quote right ..but the thought's there. |
| ...a lingering memory |
| She and You |
| ...clearly i remember |
| I jusz thought i have a good excuZe, it's your birthday anyway :) ... and your silence meant "Youre wrong! I dont love you! Go away!" |
| that was one happy ride ... |
| how some danceable song could really be tearjerkin' mean huh |
| my friends are still with you ... they have my number |
| i mean, he's home and he's jusz my best friend . it's you baby, am in love with. so dont sweat. |
| am juz sayin' ... i wanna make pots with you baby |
| i need answers, too. |
| ...what matters most. |
| la la la means ... |
| Responsorial Psalm II |
| crEEpy haLLow! |
| i remember you once said "... you hurt the ones you love." I'd say, "Baby, you are Very Very wrong about that." |
| this Friday pwede na ba? |
| .... mutatin' The Corrs ... and a bit of Amos |
| thank you whoever you are |
| a movie scene, one borrowed line, and a river of tears |
| they were right from the beginning |
| we live in a craZy world, se'z he. |
| U and Me |
| isnt it funny to go on loving someone you don't know how to trust again |
| Be well. Be happy. |
| ... exist in storybooks nobody buys anymore. |
| the unforgiveness of us |
| 'am sorry am gone. |
| this put a smile on my face, and some kinda sadness, too |
| getting used of what Im already used to |
| getting used of what Im already used to |
| Officially Miszin' My Baby Marky |
| (this is probably "subliminal" in the Bible) |
| better to trust a stranger, than a friend or lover who was once trusted and then ... |
| congratulations to your promotion.ive always believed in you.make this baby proud. amisssshuuu peach! |
| ...when hope nosedives. |
| Ikke indbyrdes! |
| Unbearable, baby. |
| yeah, a rarity ;( |
| No,no, but there's the dream of someone else :( |
| try and try until i stop |
| i was sorting old mails ... and found this |
| i hate reading as much as i hate writing all about these ... the UnUs |
| ... i was within the vicinity ... i was tempted ... i took the bus and headed home. |
| strike a Pose! |
| unseen |
| frustration written all over our faces |
| ... an inspiration from A Woman of Independent Means |
| definitely, may be |
| ... dance and have coffee :-* ... then beer ... and make love :-* |
| ... on a positive angle ... dont you guys think am kinda overdoing optimism :) |
| Acceptance is always positive. Positive is beautiful. Didn't i promise, not to write about Ugly. Its hard in this world, at this time ... but it certainly feels better especially after you click "publish it!" |
| ... i've always loved butterflies! |
| baby wuv where you @? |
| you'll get an invitation ... this time ... for God's sake ... take it. They don't come cheap nowadays ... love that is. |
| 'am sorry i dunno what to do, too at this time ... but at least baby, U know how much i care about U, and each day Me deliriously wanting to finally be with U ... |
| ...when "anti-climatic" has long passed. |
| baby, need i say more? |
| ... the Now and the Us... what matters most |
| in retrospect of 37 candles |
| always lovers ... always babyd™ ...what's with Always,huh? |
| Monday was both our fault ... we remain stupid fools ... lovers in rigor mortis! |
| i love U still |
| Almost lovers always do. |
| i misz you so much. i know you misz me more even. |
| why arnt you here with me |
| inspired by MyFayeFaye's birthday :-* |
| ...hell's emptier. |
| Reserved™ for my GreatLastOne™ |
| ...sometimes it doesnt make sense anymore. |
| ..smokin' Bob Marley will look good when seated beside her ;) |
| my first day away from each other. |
| give me life. |
| a bump to ... ;) :-* |
| a lil twist to the Little Prince |
| i will misz yah baby |
| let's not live with this pain. its not right. this is not the way its supposed to be. |
| livin' up to the monicker :) |
| Gee, id be busy after the last LuNA ... no time to waLLow. Im sure to use a friend to tell me if that's good or bad, i mean not to waLLow over my last LuNA ... |
| ...that question we should have asked each other 2 summers ago ... pwede ba? pa ba? kaya? baka? ...sayang kasi. sayang naman. di ba? |
| love the one youre with |
| ...last night i had dinner with voltes 4 ... and so this |
| wakin' up beside you |
| no talk. no us. am sorry baby this hits me by the day. |
| make me believe again ... and i will believe again |
| ... when the leaving comes hardest |
| ... like a child letting go of her kite. |
| ... that tunnel no one dared travel ... sentenced me to die |
| my best dude is now a dadda ... |
| wasted, wasteful |
| panindigan mo yan huh |
| as they say ... if you cant have the one you love, love the one youre with ... how sad huh |
| Happy valentines day, baby. |
| the scent of gYpsy turn ... breaks a heart |
| one wisdomful Saturday afternoon with Mareng Gigi |
| dont blame me for your choices ... i dont blame you with mine |
| We Will Regret This ... For What We Became ... For What We All Made Out Of Us: The Epitaph |
| the beauty of compartmentalizing |
| ..and to the memoirs of the li'l red haired girl who ne'er really had the chance to live. |
| ...bite your tongue. |
| i loved you once, needed protection ... and U were never there. NEVER. |
| clearly i remember ... i was in Bistro they were in Marina |
| jusz seX ... plain seX |
| Queen of Wishful Thinkin' |
| sigh ... sigh .. sigh ... |
| sigh ... sigh ... sigh ... |
| my preference not his |
| ... my love affair with Chuck begins tonight, too. |
| the World's worst break-up ... is that one restrained ... unrequitted. |
| ... moments that make me hate Christmas. |
| for someone who been hurt too much (and not lesz) |
| embrace it! |
| i let go of you like a child letting go of a much loved butterfly i hold tenderly in my weary hand |
| ... the 32nd line this time :) |
| isang araw gusto ko lang .... sumigaw |
| .... typos!!!! with lil but very important correction |
| .... am OK with my temporal celibacy ... go on ... what you do |
| a lil clarification to cap mybabydanes™ candle 32 |
| ('ama alchemist these days ... mutating love songs ... forgive me) |
| ... all about U |
| ... just askin' if it is finally gonna be. |
| ...last too many |
| tama ka ... sabi nga din nila ... you made this very clear from the start ... i jusz was ... gee ... mistaken ... (forget it.) |
| tama ka ... sabi nga din nila ... you made this very clear from the start ... i jusz was ... gee ... mistaken ... (forget it.) |
| ...we are each others Thieves. |
| better said, than heard |
| ... when its been EONS ... and am still stuck HERE. |
| mess was created from day 1 ... that was intentional ... sad but true |
| of course I know (a response to orange.skye's bulletin) |
| ...chessy is better that this |
| if i tell my reasons, the askings will never stop |
| if i tell my reasons, the askings will never stop |
| nothing leaves without a trace but a memory of .... |
| 'lovin it! |
| who knows, you might miss me,too. |
| i know you're never here,i know too somehow this will reach you |
| In true love there's no such thing as too late. Same with moving on. |
| ..He gives me a toast each time |
| my 2nd prose in Filipino ... i think am doin' jusz fine |
| a month after the year after |
| true friends are like diamonds, precious & rare, untrue ones are like common stones, found in drinking tables. |
| hayyy typos |
| siguro sabi ng bata - - - mom ko talaga pasaway he he |
| this was all i wanted to have in summer of 2006 |
| she's having his baby |
| jusz correctin' some typo... Wenggay kasi eh minamadali akong umuwi,yan tuloy hump! |
| there is a problem ... |
| is this my goodbye? |
| this could be beautiFul, i know, i just know |
| ohhh sweet eventuallys |
| ... a suitcase full of regrets |
| how then? |
| the science of scarcity |
| the science of scarcity |
| ...and i misz you so much baby |
| sunsets are lovely, arent they? |
| lilla's entry to savana haze's bid to summer, my bid to my love, MDLU |
| lilla's entry to savana haze's bid to summer, my bid to my love, MDLU |
| account withdrawal |
| am sorry that the leavin's takin' awhile |
| the conspiracy theory |
| he's got 3 birthdates, he still wears a mask,that same mask that didnt help me.i love him still. |
| quitz |
| now is the time |
| from my significant friend GerryBoy |
| terribly misplaced |
| terribly misplaced |
| easy |
| my response to Mauie's blushing on GerryBoy's ... |
| my friend, my lover |
| ...i look at the skye and see it lovely orange |
| this is never gonna be easy |
| i love this life, actually |
| hopeless |
| this is how i wanna be so @ 37, am jusz practisin' - - - EMBRACE IT! ;) |
| i forgive you. let's try this again. |
| i tried again ... and U did the same again |
| ...a few important corrections ;( |
| U brought them to my garden and they killed HOPE |
| happy together is the only way to win over this |
| now tables are turned |
| you need the savin' not me .... only God saves |
| hypotheticals make a cat |
| a suitcase full of regrets |
| my song for my baby danes |
| I know this one hurts --- it was meant to. |
| foolish and painfully funny |
| a rectraction from "im leaving", 07 April 07 |
| here it goes |
| it hurts to go,it hurts to stay |
| tell me babe so i could lead you on to a better place for us instead of your unknown destination and me getting' lost with that |
| coming back for you, babe |
| i don't understand it myself, so please stop askin' why |
| eat your hearts our out |
| sayang ... i was savin' everything for you ... that blitzkrieg makin' love ... this hungry kisz ... myself. sayang talaga |
| losing.... |
| ...i will be admitted,depending on how i react to medication, i promise to bounce back, when i do, let's be ready, baby, to paint this picture. |
| makin' love in our dreams .... takes us there baby ... it just hurts from time to time though |
| a painful lesson "me and you" are going thru right now |
| ....got too excited .... this is supposed to be my way of greeting myBaby, happy valentines |
| kisz the sky. catch a fire. dance in the rain,. |
| you got what you wanted baby |
| haunting.... |
| broken lines of songs |
| ...if youd just tell me Gerry was wrong ... i promise to believe you babe |
| ...if youd just tell me Gerry was wrong ... i promise to believe you babe |
| the sad truth is ---- you never loved me |
| haunting .... hurting us both |
| be careful what you wished for, be afraid for what you didn't |
| im sorry if i confused you but let me tell you this one last time, you did confuse me, too. (YOU remember this line very well) |
| him --- whom I care about so deeply does not deserve me. that hurts. |
| my journey ends here and now |
| my journey ends here and now |
| my closing clycle |
| my song for my baby Mark |
| not true what u think of |
| not true what u think of |
| what happened now |
| what happened now |
| need it, need you, badly now, here. please be quick. |
| what difference does it make now? |
| this ones killing me |
| i miss you so much |
| your closing cycle |
| i was wrong this time |
| throwing punches in the air |
| i was right from the beginning |
| getting lost in some dreamy circles |
| craZyBeauTiful |
| Too bad. Too late. |
| .... why not :) |
| It's worth a thought |
| T'was a tearful journey. Godbye for now. |
| Are you listening now ..... |
| To that one night at Bistro, and the other many Fridays without you |
| we can be beautiful together |
| I don't own you, baby |
| To my good friends Jenna and Benj |
| It's good to dream, and BTW, it free of charge :) |
| love-hate with destiny ( i wanted to write this in "Filipino-English" but I am afraid it couldn't be understood in its full meaning and I wanted so much to share this with you guys |
| One of my many journeys with Sophie |
| ....when I thought I'll never get by from your lost. but it's been 10 years. I have lived to tell this tale. |
| It's good to be Forrest Gump. But it feels good, too make mistakes, too. |
| My poem for Superman when he first left me 10 years back |
| In memory of Superman |
| we may look in other ways, take different paths.just the same,we'll end up in that same road.we cannot argue with destiny. |