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By Elaina Submitted by blue sky to your clouds Date: 2001 Jun 07 Comment on this Work [[2001.06.07.02.12.20931]] |
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Out of all the things you taught me, most important was to live day to day. Yet when you are my day to day what do I do without you. You let me fall, and I know it's not all your fault, but you could have pushed me away, before I got 'attached.' Do you know how this feels. I threw aside all that love has taught me...pain, and heartache. And you knew that and still you watched me fall all alone, knowing you wouldn't be there catch me when I hit reality. I'm not mad, you've didn't do anything wrong. But don't say you'll call and then don't, and don't say you'll write, when you won't even read. I want to call you so bad right now it's killing me, but I can't because you won't have time to talk to me and that'll hurt too bad. So all I can do is put this in my book, of how love doesn't exist and how impossible that word and emotion is. I won't say goodbye, becuase my tears do that, so I have nothing left to say, but I'm sorry. |