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Username: | blue sky to your clouds | |
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Member Since: | Thu May 3 17:55:26 2001 | |
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This is my last post as blue sky to your clouds. |
Something I realized today. |
All that I hope for you in the future. |
It is said "It is only until you hit rock bottom, that you can begin to rebuild yourself." Well, I've hit and is seems so much easier to keep digging instead of trying to resurface. |
I am bitter, maybe I'm just tired. (Hate is a strong word, but so is love and we use that just as meaninglessly as I mean this). ;)). |
I just don't know any more, I think I've gone bitterly crazy. |
Well, playing the fool, I suppose, is the part I'm destined to be roled in for life. |
Out of every song I've posted lately this is the one I can't stop playing and feeling completely. |
An emotional truth written also to how I feel about leaving this rainy city. |
How I feel today, quite a tatered rainbow of emotions lately. |
BLAH! |
This is how I feel today. |
A brief description. |
I guess I'm just one of those people destined to be alone. |
Well, this one is something I could never see myself writing. |
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I wrote this in an airport, when I really didn't want to be leaving. |
Sometimes I forget how much I've grown, and he's grown and how we may grow apart. |
Just thinking. |
I wrote this in the airport after he dropped me off to move. |
August 3, 2001. After some scarey "I need you," type of news. |
For a stupid boy. |
Since he was my teacher and got to grade all of my 'love' papers he had my figured out perfectly. This is what he wrote in my senior yearbook. |
Wrote this for speech, everyone by this time knew how obsessed with love I was and how I was falling for a boy I like to call Mr. Fruitless. |
A damn good quote. |
Just want to tell someone, I'm sorry for what I do. |
I found my inspiration. -a song- |
I can't stop listen to this song, because it reminds me of him. |
Well, I don't know. |
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I thought this the other day. |
I thought this the other day. |
I thought this the other day. |
CONFUSED! |
Just replace every girl with boy...in my case. |
I'm so afraid I'll never find someone like him again. |
June 10, 2001 |
I'm so confused. |
This is why I didn't want to believe in love. |
I've been listening to too much Nirvana |
The first day out of two and half months that I didn't at least talk to him. |
May 30, 2001 |
May 29, 2001 |
May 29, 2001 |
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I'm so confused right now. |
Just remember what I'm telling you. |
I'm really confused. |
It gets the best of me every time. (song) |
I just felt like writing. |
I have many letters unsent. |
My own complex thinking. Over analyzing. |
I don't know why I hold so tight to the memories. |