By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Sep 30 Comment on this Work [[2002.09.30.22.01.15101]] |
I was raised on sunshine I was loved so much that the threat of rain didn't affect me until my sophomore year of high school that's where I truly learned to inflict pain on myself my family loved me, maybe too much They always tried to protect me and give me all that they had but where did they go wrong? why is it that i want to pack up my bags and move as far away as possible to catch a plane and never look back My grandpa's health is failing, yet he smiles and says he's fine my grandma cries every night and prays that i will come home to her and my mom..well she just sleeps and works her life away that is her escape from reality but i've grown to become an able and responsible woman who never fully learned the ability to recognize defeat and give up and go home I will never quit, until i've achieved all my dreams until I can look back and see that I have helped people who have given so much to me I was raised on Indiana sunshine where the sight of cornfields blowing in the breeze in July excited me with memories of fourth of july and butter running down my chin where the smell of chlorine could be detected on my body every day of summer...rain or shine But the time has come to bid the hoosier state farewell i want to go where life is more exciting to be surrounded by buildings, air, and people to not know where I'm going or where I'm headed I want to live with the hope that tomorrow will always be better to remember when i was a happy child to laugh at all the idiotic things I did and vow to learn, and to grow stronger with each passing day you say that I won't like it outside indiana that where I belong is with you but that is so far from the truth it is almost a lie I was raised in Indiana..and that made me who I am but my dreams are bigger than the whole state of indiana and i will not rest until I've explored all that my heart can take in and maybe in my next life..i can accomplish all that i've set out, but haven't completed in this one |