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| Username: | RainbowChaser | |
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| Member Since: | Sat Sep 7 14:04:14 2002 | |
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Pain (by RainbowChaser) 2010 Feb 18| Physical Pain v. Emotional Pain |
Fly to the Moon Marilyn (by RainbowChaser) 2009 Jun 28| Some words and deeds can never be undone |
Get Excited Over Me (by RainbowChaser) 2009 Jun 28| A wistful command of feelings |
Have I ever thought about you? (by RainbowChaser) 2009 Jan 08| My reaction when asked whether I have ever thought about my father |
Shame 2007 Aug 30| The Shame Envelops Me |
Lessons 2005 Oct 13| Inspired by the five people you meet in heaven |
If Heaven 2005 Oct 12| Inspired by the five people you meet in heaven |
Angels 2005 Apr 14| A Testament to Goodness on Earth |
Locked Inside Hell 2005 Mar 11| Hell looms inside my body |
Burnt by the Fire (by RainbowChaser) 2005 Mar 11| A groovy kind of attraction |
Fear 2004 Jan 24| I'm afraid |
Perfect 2004 Jan 24| Life...Is it an oxymoron? |
Hurt 2004 Jan 24| Somehow you find me |
Important 2003 Dec 09| How selfish I've been |
Appreciation 2003 Dec 09| Who knew I could love someone so much. |
Eyes Wide Open 2003 Nov 26| Fuck you, Chris |
Chicago Experience 2003 Nov 26| A new woman |
To know 2003 Nov 26 Comfortable 2003 Oct 15 Anxious 2003 Oct 15 I need 2003 Sep 25| A brief formula to avoid being needy. |
I've known you forever 2003 Sep 19| Is this true? |
In my dreams 2003 Sep 19| Mami, where are you? |
Can i? 2003 Sep 19 Fuck it 2003 Sep 19| Last year |
Everything 2003 Sep 19| you make me so happy. |
Making Love vs. Fucking 2003 Aug 22| Who hasn't done both? |
Ache 2003 Aug 22| pain..too much to bear |
Personal Punishment 2003 Jul 30| There's no need. |
What i Want to Say 2003 Jul 26| This being away from you is driving me insane! |
Control 2003 Jul 26| What does it mean to be in control |
Confusion of You 2003 Jul 23| How did you do it |
Nostalgia 2003 Jul 20| A wierd feeling when i go back and think about my first years of college. |
A year ago 2003 Jul 20| How i've changed, it's so apparent now |
For once 2003 Jul 20| Why does this always happen |
Beating the Player at the Game 2003 Jul 14| You were so complicated |
Facade 2003 Jun 23 Answered Prayers 2003 Jun 23| Why does life have to be so confusing? |
Don't call 2003 Jun 16| Who knew? |
Gone 2003 Jun 16| I've been gone for so long for so many reasons |
Why 2003 May 27| a brief tale of useless anger..no way to get rid of it |
Desperate 2003 May 27 Fear 2003 May 22| Why does it loom so heavy |
Thank you 2003 May 16| So simple, yet so complicated |
Gift 2003 May 10| What can i say..some people may not believe in this, but i do |
Tomorrow 2003 May 10| I graduate from college tomorrow |
True 2003 May 10| Thanks for being my friend and enemy. |
Paranoid 2003 May 10| Haven't heard from you where have you gone? |
Piece by Piece 2003 May 03| Stop trying to take over my life..i wanna live without your interference |
I thought 2003 May 03| Are you my true friend..well that remains to be seen |
My head is spinning 2003 Apr 29| It's all happening sooo fast |
High Expectations 2003 Apr 28| Why do i always get myself in trouble with this? |
Uncertainty 2003 Apr 28| Where do i go from here..where is my path taking me? |
Best Friend 2003 Apr 22| I've never had one, how do i Know |
Whose selfish now? 2003 Apr 22| You always said i was selfish..look whose talking |
Utter, Total Disgust 2003 Apr 22| You know who you are |
Possibilities 2003 Apr 22| What do you make of us? |
What's in a Name 2003 Apr 22| You have the same name as the person who attacked me |
Brighter Days 2003 Apr 22| God does exist. |
Is this how I'm supposed to feel 2003 Apr 10| Emotions are a hard thing to chart |
Devotion 2003 Apr 08| Your devotion to me speaks volumes, how confused I am |
Too much 2003 Apr 08| How can you say this, what does it mean? |
Ultimate betrayal 2003 Apr 08| How could you? |
In Violation 2003 Apr 08| How could you |
Happiness at Last 2003 Apr 07| you have made me so happy |
Desire 2003 Mar 27| It burns |
Victory 2003 Mar 27| It comes in so many different forms |
I want 2003 Mar 25| A brief list of what i want right now..however irrational it may seem |
Ignorance 2003 Mar 25| Answer one simple question: are you an idiot? |
I miss you 2003 Mar 25| Where have you been |
My Dilemma 2003 Mar 18| I'm scared to lose you, but equally scared in loving you. |
Misunderstanding 2003 Mar 06| You threw somethng away for reasons I don't understand |
An Apology 2003 Mar 06| A time when i definitely put my foot in my mouth |
The Greatest Tragedy 2003 Mar 05| I'm sure this has happened to everyone. |
Madness 2003 Feb 28| An 8 hour long conversation..trying to divulge meaning |
Suffocated 2003 Feb 27| Making a trip back to the place i was last year suffocates me. |
Leave me Alone 2003 Feb 27| The worst words in the English language |
Connect 2003 Feb 26| Can i connect with you on all levels? |
Sexual Tension 2003 Feb 26| What more is there to say? |
Memories 2003 Feb 26| Old Memories die hard |
Sleep 2003 Feb 23| An 12 huur escape |
Doubt 2003 Feb 23| I seriously doubt so many things about my life..when will it end |
Boring 2003 Feb 20| A brief expose on boring me |
You're a Rollercoaster 2003 Feb 20| Enough said |
Ode to a fat bitch 2003 Feb 17| This is for you, you know who you are! |
Too Late 2003 Feb 17| What i long to say to you, but I just can't..it's never the right time |
Tunnel of Pain 2003 Feb 09| How can i describe my last semester of college |
An Unusual Friend 2003 Feb 09| Thanks, Serenity |
Today I died 2003 Jan 23| I found out some new things about you, but do i have right to be mad? |
What if... 2003 Jan 21| Don't stop living life and face regret for something that you wished you would have done, but was too afraid to try. |
What you don't see 2003 Jan 20| There is so much about me that you can't even begin to comprehend |
Coincidence 2003 Jan 13| It's so much more than that? |
how dare you 2003 Jan 13| you know who you are..fucker! |
Drama 2003 Jan 13| In all sense of the word |
It's over for good 2003 Jan 13| How could I have doubted fate on this one? |
Smile 2003 Jan 13| How can I love your smile so much more than I already do |
Birthday Buddies 2003 Jan 13| I've never met someone so like me, yet so different |
Sometimes Love Isn't Enough 2003 Jan 03| What do you do when this happens? |
My baby who hasn't been conceieved 2003 Jan 03| Why am i longing for this so much? |
Comfortable 2003 Jan 03| a brief description of opposing feelings |
Confused 2003 Jan 03| need i say more? |
Friends 2003 Jan 03| Is this your job description for a friend? |
Fly on the Wall 2003 Jan 03| What i wouldn't give to be |
What you can't see 2003 Jan 02| Why is it so hard for you to appreciate my value? |
Beautiful 2003 Jan 01| My poem to myself...when i can actually be positive |
Ohio 2003 Jan 01| A brief history |
The Way You Used to Be 2003 Jan 01| How did all of your personality suddenly begin to clash with me and ignore me completely? |
New Year, New Promises 2003 Jan 01| It wouldn't be a new year without new resolutions |
I never thought 2003 Jan 01| Who knew that we would be where we are today |
Green 2003 Jan 01| A list of some good green things, and some that arent' so good |
One shot 2003 Jan 01| This is my chance..can I live up to it? |
Out of the blue 2002 Dec 31| Where did that come from? |
Forget 2002 Dec 30| What will it take to forget the past? |
I must give you up 2002 Dec 30| Today I had a random, sad thought |
Enabler 2002 Dec 29| What more can I say? |
Promise me 2002 Dec 29| Promise me all of this and I shall never leave your side |
Heartbeat 2002 Dec 29| When you held me after so long..it was magical |
Merry Christmas 2002 Dec 25| the worst christmas ever in most ways--except for one |
Our last goodbye 2002 Dec 15| This was the worst day of my life |
Just another small town 2002 Dec 15| The tale of where I spent all last year |
I feel the beat 2002 Dec 15| I've finally put away all the doubts |
You 2002 Dec 13| How do you do it? |
All I have 2002 Dec 11| What do you want from me? |
Beaten 2002 Dec 11| You're right, when you do something wrong you deserve to be beaten to almost death, I'm wrong |
Happy Birthday, Alisha 2002 Dec 08| Simple gestures make me jump up and down for joy=) |
How do you touch a memory 2002 Dec 08| Do you ever feel as if a memory is so close that you can touch it? |
How do you touch a memory 2002 Dec 08| Do you ever feel as if a memory is so close that you can touch it? |
A New Beginning 2002 Dec 08| Today is my last day as 20 |
Thank God, I'm alive 2002 Dec 07| I haven't felt this in so long, with just a simple night, I can smile again..Thanks! |
Cry 2002 Dec 06| All I can do right now is cry |
Fucked Up 2002 Dec 05| Mark-This is for you..how fucked up you are...how fucked up you made me, which is why i must say goodbye to you |
Goodbye to Buffy 2002 Dec 05| I am making myself a new person, no more weakness, only strength, inner beauty will remain |
Time Moves So Slowly 2002 Dec 05| We are taking another stab at it, only this time right now through friendship |
Portrait of me 2002 Dec 01| Is this what you see |
Solaris' Message 2002 Dec 01| The movie solaris brought tears to my eyes, i can only hope |
Hard 2002 Dec 01| All things in life are hard, but shouldn't be |
Who am i? 2002 Nov 29| when you look at me what do you see? |
Selfish 2002 Nov 29| how could i have known |
Memories of you and me 2002 Nov 29| Like the lines of a Richard Marx song..all too trite right now |
What did I do to deserve this? 2002 Nov 26| tears are falling so bad that I can't even see. |
Thank you 2002 Nov 20| why do you do all of this for me? Do I really deserve it? |
Did you see her? 2002 Nov 20| I did something really stupid the other nite and almost lost an important person in my life |
Don't do me like this 2002 Nov 18| Why must I feel guilty for something that isn't my fault..i'm not doing it anymore |
The Soul remains 2002 Nov 17| a bump to His Little Fullback |
Bound in chains 2002 Nov 17| How do you escape hell? |
It ain't me 2002 Nov 17| Am i messing things up |
In my dreams 2002 Nov 11| What I really want, take notes |
I'm letting go 2002 Nov 11| Who knew it would be so hard |
Camping is but a memory 2002 Nov 11| Sometimes the best points in your life are unrepeatable and leave but only a memory |
In another life 2002 Nov 11| do you believe in this |
You haunt me 2002 Nov 11| Why is this happening? |
For you I would 2002 Nov 11| This is my declaration of love for you, and what i would do |
Put the bottle down 2002 Nov 10| I'm worried about one of my friends |
How is it fair 2002 Nov 10| YOu have done so much to him, yet he is still your friend |
To my angel 2002 Nov 10| Jamie-This is for you |
What a pearl means 2002 Nov 10| Thank you, Kim |
You made me complete 2002 Nov 10| Thank you for all that you've done, you will never know |
Don't let this feeling go away 2002 Nov 10| Whenever I feel disoriented there always seems to be something to pull me back from the abyss |
In a about a Year 2002 Oct 21| What you have done for me in such a short period of time |
If I would have 2002 Oct 21| Things that I might have done differently |
I can't go there 2002 Oct 21| A brief listing of where I find myself unable to go because of a past love |
In another life 2002 Oct 20| This is what i foresee will come to pass, when we've both crossed from these seas into our undetermined eternity |
A Night at the Movies 2002 Oct 20| My favorite ideas from my favorite movies |
You make me Sick 2002 Oct 20| this is a disgusting display of affection that i will neither accept nor like. |
Lies, Lies Everywhere Lies 2002 Oct 10| If I told you the truth would you hate me? |
I'm so lonely 2002 Oct 10| What makes me feel this way at all the wrong times? |
Blue eyes seeks to remember the good ole days 2002 Oct 07| grandpa-please don't leave us |
UP it all comes 2002 Oct 07| a brief self-punishment and how to deal with it |
Why don't you like me? 2002 Oct 07| This is a brief plea to all those who find something wrong with me. |
To my Stalker 2002 Oct 07| This is a letter to the one person who won't leave me alone |
Ana Mia 2002 Oct 07| A brief battle that rages within me |
Then it hit me 2002 Oct 01| You can say what you what..but I feel the connection. |
To Dustin-with sadness for you 2002 Sep 30| What does it feel like to be you? |
I was raised on sunshine 2002 Sep 30| a brief look at my childhood and the things that made me who i am today |
I used to 2002 Sep 29| Why do I keep hearing this? |
A Toast to Extreme Conservatives 2002 Sep 29| A profile of the wierd minds that I try to avoid |
Danny-I forgive you 2002 Sep 27| A letter to say that I'm finally letting go |
Would you hide me? 2002 Sep 27| A plea to be hiden from all life's miseries |
I'm never going to feel this way again 2002 Sep 27| A brief look at things that I can ever experience again |
What would I do different? 2002 Sep 26| What would I change in my life, if I could. |
What I really want 2002 Sep 23| A description of what keeps me up at night longing for it. |
Are you Afraid 2002 Sep 23| We had such a connection..why are you trying to stifle it? |
What the fuck 2002 Sep 22| Explain to me what the hell you are talking about |
Papaw..I am worried 2002 Sep 22| A message to the man who has been there for me most |
Take me Back 2002 Sep 22| A request to go back in time |
OCD 2002 Sep 22| a living hell, that can't ever fully be escaped |
For Once 2002 Sep 21| A love unlike any other |
Everybody's Fool 2002 Sep 21| Why do people always seek to deceive me? |
Me, Unedited 2002 Sep 17| a description of me, and who i really am |
One of these days 2002 Sep 17| One of these days, you will want me, and i might not be there |
Things happen for a reason 2002 Sep 17| Why do things happen? I sit mystified at the future before me. |
What Makes You Tick 2002 Sep 16| I wonder what makes you happy, i used to think I did, but I don't know anymore |
Bitter 2002 Sep 16| Why am i so bitter, so angry at the world? |
Mask 2002 Sep 15| this describes a dilemma that i have just recently experienced |
Beauty 2002 Sep 13| This is a poem about one of the most beautiful things in the world |
Nothing Compares to You 2002 Sep 13| This is a promise to the one that I am meant to love and be with. |
Fuck you 2002 Sep 10| A word to all those who keep tugging at me, trying to hurt me |
Read Between the Lines 2002 Sep 09| A description of how to love and how to lose |
Hurting 2002 Sep 07| pain is consuming me right now |
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