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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Mar 06 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.06.09.38.28250]] |
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There was a brief moment in my life where jealousy consumed me I had never felt this odd sensation before but was overcome despite myself i tried to rationalize it, but it was wrong I should never have thought those horrible things about you it's not your fault that he's an idiot and can't make up his mind it was immature of me to put you down the only bright side is that you were never aware of my feelings toward you you had no idea that i harbored resentment or that i secretly despised you but how could you know a chance meeting changed all that i had imagined you aren't what i thought you were at all your small act of random kindness was something that struck me i don't know if you knew who i was i have a feeling that you did i knew who you were but i innocently feigned nonrecognition thanks for helping me overcome a sick case of jealousy right now, i just feel sorry for you that you care for someone who has no capacity to return it to you and that you will never experience his passionate embrace or hear those three familiar words, or know his undue devotion how shallow was i to judge you by your appearance you are a sweet girl and i can admit when i'm wrong but secretly, i'm still glad he chose me |