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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Sep 19 Comment on this Work [[2003.09.19.15.05.8579]] |
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Fuck it, i screwed up i spent money, i didn't prepare for tomorrow and now i'm nauseous thinking about all the cracks in my plans when will i have time to work, study, and live life i may have to move, i can't afford a loan oh, god, i'm so scared that i can't breathe all the possiblities swirl in my head oh, god, i must go back to the toilet to dispose of my anxieties am i overreacting? i can't help but stuff my fears and then force then up with a rude finger once again i thought i was cured but somehow pressure can't be relieved unless i force it into my mouth fuck it, i'll survive i pray to god for help for mercy for time to make this all work please don't let my life be fucked up i pray this all works out who knew money would be so hard in these times well fuck it, i'm going to make it. |