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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Oct 21 Comment on this Work [[2002.10.21.16.20.31063]] |
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I can't go there to everyone else, it's silly, superficial, naive But to me, it's heartwrenching, yet aggravating, but completely unavoidable But I get a lump in my throat whenever memories of you collide in my brain There are some places that I can't go without the feeling that I'm betraying you that this is a place special enough only to share with you that if I avoid these places, my heart will heal and you will be just a memory But do I really want that? That's just too much of us It doesn't matter where it is, it could be a road that we travelled on together some distant, spontaneous destination tbat only we shared but i can't bring myself to do it You are a part of my day, everyday When I wake up, I see the blankets that we cuddled under, the pillow that we dreamed about our future together under And it pains me slowly, more each day But I can't bring myself to go there To admit that you are gone is one more hardship I can't bear right now I've admitted that you're gone, and that I'm a separate entity without you, but I can't replace our memories with new ones Do you feel that way? Are there things you can't do without thinking of me? Does the memory of LEgrange, Illinois, or Kroger cross your mind on a lonely, stormy Thursday Do constant runs to Taco Bell leave you feeling empty inside DOes the taste of StarBucks leave a thirst in your mouth for your past Or do you go there with no regret, no longing, no past memories Can you go there? Because I can't go there, I've tried, and failed miserably If you can go there, then you are a stronger person than I and I admire you, I know that one day I will go there even if its before I leave |