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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Jun 16 Comment on this Work [[2003.06.16.22.22.4584]] |
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Gone, away trying to hide but yet somehow sadness and desperation find me like a long lost love only this has nothing to do with love, only hurt i'm so hurt i'm questioning my existence my piece in the pie of life why is existence so painful yearning to break free from my bondage to be loved is the only pleasure i seek to smile is the only thing i have to offer but somehow happiness alludes me i've been gone from all the things that i've loved for quite some time somehow i've never found the time or energy to return to simpler, happier times i don't have what it takes to be happy it's so much more difficult to be unhappy and i'm a perfectionist so i can't just be a little depressed..i have to go all out going, going gone just when bliss comes i so easily chase it away if i keep wishing that all this will go away, will it if i close my eyes and dream myself into happier times will the troubles dissipate or follow me to wish that i were in another lifetime is that a sin to just wish for the serenity of nothingness to ask to just go away, and float away with the evening breeze will you miss me when i'm gone? |